Sonnet · Fair Youth Sonnets

Sonnet 58

That god forbid, that made me first your slave,

I should in thought control your times of pleasure,

Or at your hand the account of hours to crave,

Being your vassal, bound to stay your leisure!

O! let me suffer, being at your beck,

The imprison’d absence of your liberty;

And patience, tame to sufferance, bide each check,

Without accusing you of injury.

Be where you list, your charter is so strong

That you yourself may privilage your time

To what you will; to you it doth belong

Yourself to pardon of self-doing crime.

I am to wait, though waiting so be hell,

Not blame your pleasure be it ill or well.

What it's about

A portrait of radical devotion: the speaker surrenders all claims on the fair youth's time, attention, and accountability. He casts their relationship as one of absolute power (the youth) and absolute submission (himself), then argues this imbalance is so complete that blame becomes impossible. It's less a love poem than a study in self-erasure.

In plain English

The speaker prays he'll never be so presumptuous as to question or control how the fair youth spends his time. He's accepted his role as a devoted servant, bound to the youth's schedule and moods, with no right to demand an account of his hours.

Let the speaker endure this imprisonment—the pain of separation when the youth is away—and accept every rebuke without complaint or accusation. The youth has complete freedom; he can do whatever he wishes, and even forgive himself for any wrong he commits.

The speaker will wait, no matter how torturous that waiting becomes. He won't blame the youth's pleasures, whether they seem good or bad to anyone else. Patience and silence are his only choice.

Lines that stick

  • That god forbid, that made me first your slave
  • I am to wait, though waiting so be hell
  • Yourself to pardon of self-doing crime

Themes

  • servitude
  • jealousy
  • devotion
  • power imbalance
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