Sonnet · Fair Youth Sonnets

Sonnet 50

How heavy do I journey on the way,

When what I seek, my weary travel’s end,

Doth teach that ease and that repose to say,

‘Thus far the miles are measured from thy friend!’

The beast that bears me, tired with my woe,

Plods dully on, to bear that weight in me,

As if by some instinct the wretch did know

His rider lov’d not speed, being made from thee:

The bloody spur cannot provoke him on,

That sometimes anger thrusts into his hide,

Which heavily he answers with a groan,

More sharp to me than spurring to his side;

For that same groan doth put this in my mind,

My grief lies onward, and my joy behind.

What it's about

A lover on horseback traveling away from the young man experiences each mile as fresh pain. The horse becomes a mirror of his own reluctance and despair, its resistance and groans translating his emotional state into physical fact. The sonnet turns on the realization that distance from joy is distance toward grief.

In plain English

The speaker is traveling to reach the young man, but every mile covered brings despair—each step away from him feels like a loss. The horse carrying him seems to sense this misery and moves sluggishly, as if it understands that speed would only increase the distance between them.

Even harsh spurs won't quicken the animal's pace. When the rider drives the spur in hard, the horse groans—a sound that cuts deeper than any physical pain. That groan reminds the speaker of the stark truth: everything he wants is behind him, and everything ahead is sorrow.

Lines that stick

  • How heavy do I journey on the way
  • The bloody spur cannot provoke him on
  • My grief lies onward, and my joy behind.

Themes

  • separation
  • time and distance
  • melancholy
  • devotion
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